Friday, September 18, 2009

Living thinspo

Right next to me. My sisters body is soo nice. She got my dad's metabolism.

I love not eating. I love denying food and saying that I've already ate, saying I've eaten so much today I'm not even hungry. I love how people dont know. Don't realize the battle raging in my head and stomach. Haha they are all so weak. They have no control. What do people expect to happen when they get older, no one has a metabolism like that forever. I'm always going to have ana. Shes always going to be here with me, keeping me thin, keeping me beautiful.

And they have nothing. No control over anything in their life.